Contents
Autobiography : guilt, self-censorship, and commitment to being a curriculum professor in Korea / 성열관 1
《Abstract》 1
I. Introduction 2
II. Guilt 4
1. Vestiges of the oppressive school culture in the public schooling 4
2. Guilt of being opportunistic as a college student 7
III. Self-censorship 10
1. Being afraid of accusations of being a blasphemous dissident 10
2. Symbolic penance by new scholars 13
IV. Commitment 15
1. Tension between opposing elements of America 15
2. The first teaching in the US 18
3. The first teaching in Korea 22
V. Closing Comment 24
References 27
국문초록 29